Well that was annoying....trying to post, had a whole entire novel written up here and my aol had a hissyfit. nice huh? Now Im too mad to write lol, well, only 9 days left and Ill be able to talk to my baby again! I cant wait to talk to him again! And to see him again hopefully for the Marine Corps Ball.
you know, some people ask me some really stupid questions....I really dont understand how they can even ask me the things they do, but they do. Here's a few of them, and I quote; "How can you stand the lonliness?" "Why dont you just cheat on him if you feel lonely?" "Do you ever think about cheating on him?" "Would you ever cheat on him?" "Why even deal with it if it makes you so sad?" And so on and so forth. Can you believe the audacity? My gosh! For one thing, I love him with everything that I am. For two, the very backbone of a strong soldier is a strong family. So its part of my job to be tough for him. I have to be strong, and I already know that I am...and there's no one else in the world I want to be strong for other than him! While my man is fighting for everyone's freedom, Being tough for him is the LEAST I can do! And as for the being lonely part. If its not him that I have by my side, id much rather be lonely. No one can even come close to compare to him....I dont know how I ever considered myself to be happy before he was in my life. I have been in so many screwed up relationships with all the lies and cheating. And I am DONE with all that crap! Its wonderful being in a normal relationship, I trust him with all my heart. I have no reason not to trust him, so why in the heck would I ever do anything to break his trust with me?! No way no how. I could and would never EVER do that to him! Id die first....and thats a promise!
Well, now that Ive vented about that one, I feel much better lol. But my fingers hurt frome typing lol.....time for me to get some sleep...or try to anyway. Gnite all!
*Missing Pete more with each passing second*
Jennifer
you know, some people ask me some really stupid questions....I really dont understand how they can even ask me the things they do, but they do. Here's a few of them, and I quote; "How can you stand the lonliness?" "Why dont you just cheat on him if you feel lonely?" "Do you ever think about cheating on him?" "Would you ever cheat on him?" "Why even deal with it if it makes you so sad?" And so on and so forth. Can you believe the audacity? My gosh! For one thing, I love him with everything that I am. For two, the very backbone of a strong soldier is a strong family. So its part of my job to be tough for him. I have to be strong, and I already know that I am...and there's no one else in the world I want to be strong for other than him! While my man is fighting for everyone's freedom, Being tough for him is the LEAST I can do! And as for the being lonely part. If its not him that I have by my side, id much rather be lonely. No one can even come close to compare to him....I dont know how I ever considered myself to be happy before he was in my life. I have been in so many screwed up relationships with all the lies and cheating. And I am DONE with all that crap! Its wonderful being in a normal relationship, I trust him with all my heart. I have no reason not to trust him, so why in the heck would I ever do anything to break his trust with me?! No way no how. I could and would never EVER do that to him! Id die first....and thats a promise!
Well, now that Ive vented about that one, I feel much better lol. But my fingers hurt frome typing lol.....time for me to get some sleep...or try to anyway. Gnite all!
*Missing Pete more with each passing second*
Jennifer
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