Well here I am...even with the time change being set back an hour...Its about 4:30am. I got about 45 minutes of sleep the night before. Once again having problems sleeping. Nothing new really, happens from time to time. I know its not healthy, but it passes. I only have 9 days left and Pete will be back so I can at least talk to him again! God I can't wait to hear his voice! It's so funny how something so simple as a phone call can make a person SO incredibly happy.
But what's sad is how bummed I am now all of a sudden. The first few days that he was gone was the worst. Had to get used to not having my wake up call, and not having him call me when he went on his lunch break, and then of course me calling him and waking him up when I got home from work. :) He's so tolerant. I just miss him alot. Its normal I know. I just sometimes wonder if I'm the only person that feels like this. I feel like all I just don't want to do anything at all. But I know that makes time go by all the slower. Makes time just crawl by, and we all know that's not a good thing. Not when you want time to fly by instead. I guess I'm just worried about what Ill do when he actually IS back in Iraq. I know I'll go about my normal life, get up in the mornings/afternoons, go to work, have game night once a week with my friends, play with my cats Athena and Pandora, visit friends and family and all that. (Speaking of my cats, Pandora I think is broken of her bad habit, I got a second litter box and she liked that idea...so this is a good thing! I didn't want to have to seperate the sisters, they are so cute and they do keep me busy! well, that and I love them lots too!! lol) Anyways....
I just try so hard to keep myself busy, even if its just housecleaning or doing the dishes...my gosh even cleaning out the litter boxes lol ANYTHING just to keep me busy! I just wish that I could get into contact with some people that have the same problem that I do so I dont feel all alone I suppose. When Pete is in Iraq, I just pray to God that he stays safe, that God keeps him in his hands, and that those 6-7 months FLY by as fast as they can!!! I can't wait till thats all over with. Then NO MORE! No more deployments! (There BETTER be no more anyway! lol) Anyways, I should go get some sleep...Im getting a headache from staring at this screen.
Missing Pete more every passing day,
Jennifer
But what's sad is how bummed I am now all of a sudden. The first few days that he was gone was the worst. Had to get used to not having my wake up call, and not having him call me when he went on his lunch break, and then of course me calling him and waking him up when I got home from work. :) He's so tolerant. I just miss him alot. Its normal I know. I just sometimes wonder if I'm the only person that feels like this. I feel like all I just don't want to do anything at all. But I know that makes time go by all the slower. Makes time just crawl by, and we all know that's not a good thing. Not when you want time to fly by instead. I guess I'm just worried about what Ill do when he actually IS back in Iraq. I know I'll go about my normal life, get up in the mornings/afternoons, go to work, have game night once a week with my friends, play with my cats Athena and Pandora, visit friends and family and all that. (Speaking of my cats, Pandora I think is broken of her bad habit, I got a second litter box and she liked that idea...so this is a good thing! I didn't want to have to seperate the sisters, they are so cute and they do keep me busy! well, that and I love them lots too!! lol) Anyways....
I just try so hard to keep myself busy, even if its just housecleaning or doing the dishes...my gosh even cleaning out the litter boxes lol ANYTHING just to keep me busy! I just wish that I could get into contact with some people that have the same problem that I do so I dont feel all alone I suppose. When Pete is in Iraq, I just pray to God that he stays safe, that God keeps him in his hands, and that those 6-7 months FLY by as fast as they can!!! I can't wait till thats all over with. Then NO MORE! No more deployments! (There BETTER be no more anyway! lol) Anyways, I should go get some sleep...Im getting a headache from staring at this screen.
Missing Pete more every passing day,
Jennifer
posted by Jennifer at 4:44 AM
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